I AM HAVING A GOOD DAY. That may seem trivial to you, but if you knew the hell I've been through lately you would fall right over. I laughed today. I only teared up once; briefly. I am feeling hopeful about the future for the first time in a while, and I was so far from feeling that yesterday it isn't even funny. I want to go back to NY (Annie you are coming next time; can you imagine the damage we could do together?) which means I am thinking about fun things instead of not fun things. I enjoyed my tuna melt for lunch, and I got winked at on the elevator at my lawyer's office.
To have a change in spirit THAT quickly either means I'm Bipolar, or the prayers are working. Now, I've been to therapy, and they said the only problem I have is anxiety, YUP. God. Do NOT argue with me.
I may be grumpy and sad again tomorrow, but I had a good day TODAY.
Soooo good to hear love. And damn right I'm coming with you to NYC next time!!! Woooo! I love that city!!
ReplyDeleteI"m sorry things are sucking right now. I know how you feel, well maybe not exactly but I've been there and I still go there. I hate Christmas, too many bad memories for years and years. Too much of missing my family. I really think the only thing that helps is that it is 72 degrees here & that does not make me think of Christmas. I hope things get better & I will pray for you.
ReplyDeleteI am glad you had a good day yesterday Cheryl, I hope today was a good one too. I have no idea what kind of stuff you are going through, it seems like some pretty deep shit but try and keep your spirits up, I am praying for you too.
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