Do you ever wonder what the hell you are doing? Where are you going? In life, I mean. What are you working towards? Do you have any goals? If you meet them, then what? Or are you just trying to get through each day with no thought of what the future might bring? Do you care? Are you content with how things are? What do want? What do you really, REALLY want? Anything? How will you go about getting it? Are you trying?
Do you have regrets? Are you happy? If not, what would you change? Why do you think you are here?
I am not really able to answer your question in short order, but I wanted to acknowledge it. Wonder what the Hell I am doing? God, Yes. Where I am going? I have not a freaking clue. I got lost years ago. You can't get there from here. I am not where I thought I would be, I am not content, I have many regrets. Why am I here? Um..... maybe I really pissed someone off in a prior life? Ehh.... I can only take life one day at a time... Havent a clue what the future may bring. Why do you keep asking such difficult questions? Geez.
ReplyDeleteBOTH of my boys are sleeping at the same time (which is weird) so I thought I'd tackle your questions girlie. BUT, first and foremost .... do you want to get mani's/pedi's and margaritas with Hole and I next Wed? I'm flying to Cali on friday with the boys for a wedding and I need to get purty. badly.
ReplyDeleteSo anyway ... I like to think I know what I'm doing, but lately I feel like I can't keep my damn head about water. This is the the BEST time in my life so far, hands down, but it's also a crazy-busy like I've never felt. So far my goals have been met....I have the family I've always wanted and the career I've worked hard for and really really fabulous people in my life. I don't bother with dead weight or frenemies anymore because life's too short and I don't have time for their crap so I surround myself with people I truly dig. I do have regrets, however. many. I think we all do, but one thing I can say is that I try to own my shit. If I screw up, I apologize. If there's a person that's worth keeping around I will do anything in my power to make it right. If they're not worth it, I bid them adieu. One thing I wish I could change right now?? My weight and the level of comfort eating I do. It's ridiculous. I need to stay healthy for my munchkins and I can't seem to stop eating bite size carmel twix. *sigh*
miss you. HOpe you can join us on wed, girlie. xx.
Oh and we still need to hit beppos!
ReplyDeleteHey thanks for your answers guys! Big hugs!
ReplyDeleteAnnie - YES on purdy Wed. and we still have our bevvies to do at McCormicks OR Beppos - I don't care which. Miss you! I have been working so many hours the past few weeks I don't know how to act anymore. I'll email you and we'll discuss times/days/places.