Thursday, January 08, 2009
Something is wrong.
I have been really tired lately. I get home from work and collapse before 9, and sometimes as soon as I get home at 4:30. I'm getting 8 hours of sleep or more and am still tired the next day. I don't recall tossing and turning. I haven't had any alcohol or sleeping pills lately. My anxiety is up, which is all I can think of. I still get dry heaves with my anxiety. WTF? I have been to 3 specialists, and they can't find anything physically wrong with me, except that I get anxiety, which is no surprise with everything that has gone on and is going on with my life. I have temporary anxiety meds, but I've been taking them awhile and this tired thing is new. It is impossible for me to be pregnant. Am I losing it? Is it just stress? Is it depression? I'm trying to just put things in the past and move forward, but maybe I have lived with it for so long I don't know how to feel any different. I don't know. Somebody take me to the Bahamas, will you? Shit.
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Might be depression, girlie. I have a SIL who will diagnose people's mental conditions free of charge and then post it on the internet...want me to enlist her help with your problems????
ReplyDeleteCome to Hawaii with us in March!! It's seriously what's getting me thru these icky grey months.
ReplyDeleteUm...I am seriously going to consider that!!!! I've never been to Hawaii! And about your SIL? Um, no, but thanks!
ReplyDeleteYeah, probably depression. You know what I'm going thru. Sigh.