I finally got a few Z's. Not many, mind you, but a few. I went to bed at 10pm last night after taking a sleeping pill - and didn't wake up until 3am. Five hours is better than nothing!! Light looks like actual light today instead of orange, glowy shadows - and my ears have stopped ringing. THANK GOD. I have decided that its not really 2006 for me until next week, when all the Christmas food is gone and I am no longer zombie-woman. Then, and only then, will I revisit my resolutions. Until then, rational thoughts and good eating are dead to me.