Doesn't Get Any More Random Than This

I have purposely not been dating since I broke up with Paul, but I have to laugh at some of the profiles of the guys who have emailed me from online dating sites. One guy is looking for a woman who has never been married, is super fit and wants to have lots of kids. Did this guy even READ my profile? Next, some moron has this in his description, "I am a very, very handsome guy and I am great with women." Um, maybe he should add that he is also very humble and most likely a man-whore. And then there is this guy, "I am a 25-year-old guy in a 50-year-old guy's body", to which I responded, "I am a super model inside of a pudgy girl." Seriously guys? So, any other questions on why I am retired from dating?

I LOVE my new Nikon D90, hence the random pictures of my beloved pool, my Bolognese sauce, and my K-cup coffee.

Poor Lou-dog is having a hard time. The vet determined that somewhere along the line he had a stroke, and now he has these little seizures. It breaks my heart into a million pieces. He isn't in any pain that they can tell, but the little guy is a mess and sleeps most of the time now. I just hug on him and love him as much as I can.

Worth Every Penny

There is nothing better than coming home and going for a refreshing swim. Been doing laps and I'm discovering muscles I didn't know I had. Some people run, some people do yoga, I swim. I'm sure you must be sick of me talking about it, but tonight as I was drying off, I realized my life wasn't so bad. For the first time in as long as I can remember, I was smiling when no one was looking.

Swimming in Winter

The pool is swimmable now! Hooray! I have some new gear too, for laps.

More Chico's

Goofing around and showing off my new Chico's necklace. They had a 40% off sale which makes it more affordable for me since I just dropped a load on the pool heater.

Remodel Hell

Holy crap the house is ripped up every which way from Sunday. We have 6 guys here, three inside and three outside. The dogs are going apeshit.

Chores Galore

Time to get some work done. Just swabbed the deck like a pirate, gotta give the dogs a bath, organize my shoes on my new shoe rack and do the laundry. Ug. After that I think I will lay in the sun with a good book. Barbequing kabobs tonight, then my new pool heater goes in tomorrow!  Yay!

D-Land with Mario & Sheila

Who needs work when you can ride the Matterhorn!

Friends Mario and Sheila on the Matterhorn. This is way better than working. It's good to be the boss!

Alive and well at D-land!

Surgery went good and now I'm spending the day at Disneyland with my friend Mario. This is great, it is hot and the park is empty!  Woohoo!  Pics later.  On my way to Tower of Terror.

Surgery!

I am having my surgery tomorrow, and I'm off work until next Wednesday.

Cali in Winter

I love that it is 85 degrees in JANUARY. My friends back home hate me.  The dogs are loving it too. I went to a karaoke bar last night with my two moms to hear our friend Al sing. I haven't been to a bar in years, and I don't think I've EVER been in one with my mom. LOL. He was amazing, he drew quite a crowd. Going to enjoy the sun today.

Dinner, Coffee and Roots

Me and my dark roots made baked chicken parmesan for din-din and now I'm kicking back drinking a cup of coffee out of my new Keurig coffee maker that I scored at Christmas. Actually, it's a Cuisinart which is better than the Keurig. Nothing real exciting going on.

Remodeling, Master Bath

The new walls look pink in the pictures, but really they are a beige-y peach. It has been fun getting rid of all the wallpaper and popcorn ceilings everywhere.

Remodeling, Guest Bath

Will still be putting tile flooring down and getting a new toilet, so still a work in progress.

Remodeling, Master Bedroom & Guest Bedroom

Remodeling, My Bedroom

Over the last 6 months we have been slowly remodeling the house. We aren't even CLOSE to finishing, but I wanted to post some before and after progress. My bedroom was first, then the guest bedroom, office, master bedroom and bath, and my bathroom. We are still going to tile my bathroom and get a new toilet, but haven't gotten to it quite yet, and the office is still too messy to show. The entire house has electrical and plumbing issues, so it has been real fun. We have also done the garage and a few things downstairs, but I want to wait to take pics until it has progressed a little further. My grandparents had not done any redecorating since the 70's, so the changes are pretty drastic. LOL! I can't WAIT until we get to the kitchen and back yard! I love my red wall, and just so you know, it is NOT an 'angry' wall, it is the 'blood of Jesus' wall, K?

My Mother

When she isn't making me nuts, my mother is quite entertaining. We went to dinner tonight, and we split the bill. We were both paying cash, but I needed change so I asked her if she could break a 20. She replied "No, I just have a bunch of tens." I don't know if it was the look on my face or me saying, "OK, well how about I trade you this 20 for two of your 10's then?" that made her bust up into laughter and realize what she said. It has been an hour and she is still laughing. Crazy woman. LOL!

Back to Work

So I've thrust myself back into work after 11 days off. I like the structure believe it or not. BUT come January 20th, we are doing a software migration for two weeks and I won't have a thing to do. My boss suggested taking some of my vacation time since I've maxed out my vacation accrual. Frick. We don't get our bonuses until Jan 31st of course, so doing anything interesting is out. It is a shame because my bonus is quite substantial this year. A few things I'm doing is getting a pool heater and a Tempur-Pedic mattress.  Tired of my back hurting. The rest is going in the bank. I won't know how to act with a savings account.  If I ever sell my house, I might be able to salvage retirement before I'm 100.

The one thing you can count on is change.

Last year was the hardest year of my life. Everything I knew, changed. I'm still trying to get used to all things new. Some days I'm good and some days I'm not. It can be very overwhelming at times. I feel like I am a completely different person now. I wonder what this year will bring.

They've grown to love each other.

Happy New Year Everybody

Went after Christmas shopping at Macy's and got some stripper pumps I'm going to kill myself in, and some fun jewelry. Went out for filet mignon on NY Eve, then just watched movies. Gotta get some cleaning done before I go back to work. I have nothing profound to say for the new year.

Leopard Coat

I'm bored, can you tell? Going out to eat in my new leopard coat.

Sometimes I Sing

Me singing. LOL. What a dork.

Sometimes I Dance

Today all I have on is a V-neck white T-shirt and black underwear. My hair is straightened, but not combed. My black eyeliner is still on from yesterday. My toenails are painted pink.

I am dancing around upstairs on the terrace of the stairs singing my new theme song. "Pocket Full of Sunshine" by Natasha Bedingfield. I call the song "Take Me Away". I don't usually like this type of music, but it is catchy, and I like the words.

Dream

I just woke from a dream about a caveman. Right out of the blue. How interesting.

Old Flame

I've been inspired to write something.

A little while ago, an old boyfriend contacted me through Facebook. It happened to be the guy that I broke it off with to be with my now ex husband. I didn't know it at the time I broke up with him, but he had bought me an engagement ring and was going to propose to me on my birthday of that year. He got really pissed when I got engaged to my ex and threatened to crash our wedding. Funny stuff. That seems so long ago. He obviously didn't hold a grudge because he sent me a really nice email. Apparently, he is getting married for like, the fourth time, but this time to his best friend, a girl I know. They were friends when even we were dating; we all hung out together. They are so absolutely perfect for each other, and I am genuinely happy for them. Best friends for 20+ years finally getting married, that is beautiful. It makes me believe that great things can still happen, even late in the game.

Life is still taking very strange turns for me. I've received emails asking what happened with Paul; with David; with all of them. They just weren't the right ones. I'm listening to my gut these days instead of ignoring it. If you listen, it's not that hard to hear. What is your gut telling you about YOUR life?

Funk

I am trying to shake this funk. After Christmas blues? PMS? I hate being this way. A new year is coming and I need to just figure my shit out. I've been asleep for 2 days, no exaggeration. I finally got outside today to do errands. It is time to get back on the healthy eating wagon too, been a bit off in the ditch lately on that one. I don't know what to do with myself when I'm not working. I bitch when I'm working too much, then I get time off and have NO IDEA how to relax. This is where some great, sexy guy needs to invite me to the Bahamas. ;-) Uh, HELLO? You out there? I have the rest of the week off.

I think I have a better chance of sprouting wings and flying. My friend Jenny told me to go buy a good horror movie to cheer myself up.

I want to go swimming, but the pool isn't heated. I need a pool heater. That is next on the list. The pool boys came today and made it blue again, but it is ice water. Bah. I'm grumpy, somebody cheer me up.