Thursday, August 11, 2011

Weirdness

I got into my car this morning to drive to work.  (Yes I still have a job.)  I rolled the window down partly.  A spider crawled in and onto my hand.  I looked down and saw the spider and just stared at it walking around on my skin.  I did not let out a blood curdling scream, I did not smash my hand into the dashboard or fly out of the car jumping up and down - all things that would normally occur given the circumstance.  I did NOTHING.  No fear, no reaction, nothing.

HOLY GOD IN HEAVEN WHAT IS HAPPENING???

I have arachnophobia.  Bad.  Usually.  I have hurt myself on a number of occasions trying to get away from spiders that are smaller than lady bugs.  What happened today totally, completely and utterly shocks me.  It cannot be explained.  Something is going on with me.

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