Friday, August 26, 2011
I've been feeling a little bit overwhelmed lately. Work is busier than it has ever been - and with the looming layoffs everyone is stressed to the hilt. If I stay, but lose one of my guys, it will be back to 60 to 70 hour weeks for me and I just don't know how much longer I can run at this pace. I'm tired. I really want a personal life, but I don't see how that will be possible. Yeah, they pay me a lot of money, but is it worth it? As it is right now, my laundry is piling up, my bathroom needs to be cleaned, my car needs to be washed, I need an oil and lube, I need to return some items to a store, blah, blah, blah. Just thinking about all of it makes me want to take a nap. My back and shoulders hurt from the muscle tension and I'm getting a headache. I hardly ever get to see John which sucks. His long-time business (mortgage broker) is as you can imagine, not doing well in this economy and he is all kinds of stressed out too. Plus, he lives all the way up in LA. Bah! But, we are going out tomorrow night and I just want to lay in his arms and forget all this crap.