I swear to God I was born with a man's brain. I am getting wined and dined, doors opened for me, led into a room...all the things a girl wants a guy to do, and what is going through my head? SEX SEX SEX Day and night. It is driving me batshit. If only he knew. LOL Maybe I should tell him...something tells me he'd be OK with it. Ha. I want to take the flowers he is handing me, smell them, then throw them behind me and push him down on the ground. What is wrong with me?? I am trying to be a respectable girl, but I don't know how much longer that will last.
After all the deaths in my family and my divorce, the doctor had me on all kinds of pills. Anxiety pills, depression pills, you name it. I HATE pills. About a month ago, I chucked them all into the garbage. Quit cold turkey. I guess they were keeping the beast within at bay; that numb feeling, because it is unleashed now and HOLY CHRIST I am like a walking porno.