Fear is stupid. It is not natural. Understandable, but not natural. It is learned behavior. Love, joy, anger, peace - those are natural. Fear is made up; all in your head. It can be overcome. I can overcome it. Being cautious and using common sense is good - but fear will keep you from life. From love. I should have nothing to fear. My life is my own, the future is unknown, but shouldn't be feared. I want to be in the present. Not the past, not the future, but RIGHT NOW. Moments in time can never be brought back. Today, this minute, this thought, this post. I do believe if something is meant to be, it will be. No matter how much you avoid it or go after it, it's longevity will only succeed if it is meant to be. I think we all interfere too much with everything. Let go. I also still believe paths cross for a reason. It changes both people in some way.
I'm feeling better. My second mom came over today and made me homemade chicken soup. Bless her big heart.
I had to take poor Lou to the vet, something was lodged in his paw. His paw is fine now, but he is taking an awfully long time to come out of his stupor from the meds. Breaks my heart to him this way. Been loving on him. Even tried to sing to him but he looked up at me with glossed over eyes that said "please please stop mama". LOL