I deleted the freaky post.
To my two commentors, I say this:
You both are extremely kind and I am honored to have you as readers! Thank you for your thoughts. It is true, I am in the middle of a healing process. I only deleted your comments because they wouldn't make sense now - not because I didn't like them.
To everyone that read it and did not comment:
I hope I didn't freak you out or piss you off. ;-)
To everyone that did not read it and is now confused:
I wrote a post at 1:30 in the morning and aired too much of my own dirty laundry. I wanted to vent (about myself - no other people were mentioned) and be honest about the "real me" when I needed to first consider how it might come across. It seems from comments that people appreciate my honesty, but I think I freaked my mom out. LOL
It felt good to spew all that onto the table, but for the sake of safety and privacy I decided to pull it for now. Good therapy for myself, though.