Tuesday, January 12, 2010

The more that is thrown at me, the stronger I get. I am choosing my own path for once. I choose not to be angry. I choose not to be sad. I choose not to be bitter. I choose life. I choose happiness. I choose faith. I choose love. It is a lonely path sometimes, but it is a good path.

I used to sit on a fence. I was pushed off, but I choose to never climb back up. I have kicked my fence over forever. I am moving forward; pushing through.

Something happened the other day and my first reaction was anger. I chose to stop it. I am not afraid anymore. I know that whatever happens, I will be fine.

I know what I want and I won't stop until I find it. And no one will stop me, either. My eyes are open. WIDE open. I won't make the same mistakes.

Some time ago I was given a second chance. I didn't see it at first, but I see it now. A new life. A better life. A chance to be who I am supposed to be.

I still need prayer - I still have challenges to deal with, but don't worry about me. Everything will turn out just the way it is supposed to. Sign, sealed and delivered.


Daedak said...

You go Girl. Live in the today, live in the now. I think you know how to reach me if you need to talk. As always, praying for you

Cheryl said...

Thanks sweetie.

Anonymous said...

Good for you - chin up!