Wednesday, December 02, 2009

OK, prayer works and God is real, and if you don't believe it, here is the proof...

I AM HAVING A GOOD DAY. That may seem trivial to you, but if you knew the hell I've been through lately you would fall right over. I laughed today. I only teared up once; briefly. I am feeling hopeful about the future for the first time in awhile - and I was so far from feeling that yesterday it isn't even funny. I want to go back to NY (Annie you are coming next time...can you imagine the damage we could do together??) which means I am thinking about fun things instead of not fun things. I enjoyed my tuna melt for lunch. I put a new quote up (look to the right). I got winked at on the elevator at my lawyer's office.

To have a change in spirit THAT quickly either means I'm bi-polar, or the prayers are working. Now, I've been to therapy and they said the only problem I have is anxiety...soooooo...YUP. God. Do NOT argue with me.

I may be grumpy and sad again tomorrow, but I had a good day TODAY.

3 comments:

Ann(ie) said...

Soooo good to hear love. And damn right I'm coming with you to NYC next time!!! Woooo! I love that city!!

Chele said...

I"m sorry things are sucking right now. I know how you feel, well maybe not exactly but I've been there and I still go there. I hate Christmas, too many bad memories for years and years. Too much of missing my family. I really think the only thing that helps is that it is 72 degrees here & that does not make me think of Christmas. I hope things get better & I will pray for you.

Kim said...

I am glad you had a good day yesterday Cheryl, I hope today was a good one too. I have no idea what kind of stuff you are going through, it seems like some pretty deep shit but try and keep your spirits up, I am praying for you too.