Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Monday, June 29, 2009
You know what? I don't care that I cuss. I like it. I get it out. I guess I'll just have to deal with it. I know it isn't lady-like. I know it isn't eloquent. It -seems- hypocritical to my faith, but I do it anyway. I don't hide it. It offends some people. It makes others laugh. It makes me sound uneducated, even though I am quite well educated. OH FUCKING WELL. Anyone keeping tabs on me? I do not use it to hurt people; my heart is not malicious. I don't do it at inappropriate times - I'm not stupid. I use it to express the intense feelings I don't know what to do with. I use it for humor. I use it to keep the phonies away.
Maybe I use it to keep people away. What are you doing here? Why do you read? Who are you?
Are you new? Is this a frequent stop? Tell me. I've got time.
Anyway, nothing much else going on. Gotta work now. I'll write later. I'm feeling chatty.
Saturday, June 27, 2009
I am also wearing my new earrings I got as a special gift from a very special person. I dig 'em! They're me. Thank you, you know who you are! ;-). The other pic of me was a goof-up mistake, but it's kinda funky and I like it.
My mood has been a little better lately, but I'm still struggling with a few things, that if I think about them too long I get weepy. BUT, I'm keeping myself busy.
Friday, June 26, 2009
For people who come into our office fired up - they get a five minute timeout with my lava lamp.
My coworker and I had a very pretty lunch; and FYI, Iced Thai coffees ROCK.
I have the blahs.
The car right next to mine in the parking garage was broken into and bashed all to hell. Here is he glass. Scary.
View from the executive board room. Pretty.
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Sunday, June 21, 2009
Saturday, June 20, 2009
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
I have a bruise on my stomach. A big one. How does one accomplish that? No one has punched me in the stomach, and I don't remember running into anything. Weirdness.
Well, home again, home again. Back to work as usual and getting caught up on all the things I'm behind in, which is A LOT. I'm trying to decide if I want to recarpet the house or put in this really cool ceramic flooring. (like the pic) I'm thinking ceramic because then I wouldn't have to worry about dog pee and it would be soooo much easier (and cheaper) to keep clean. I will need to trip less, though. Ouch.
Sunday, June 14, 2009
Friday, June 12, 2009
Thursday, June 11, 2009
I made my mom and Cathy go see "Drag Me To Hell". LOL!! They don't appreciate campy horror quite like I do, although Cathy laughed at all the right moments. If you like The "Evil Dead" series and "Army of Darkness", you'll LOVE this, if not, don't bother cuz you won't get it. ;-)
I've decided to do a 24 hour fast because I have been eating like crap and feel bloated and toxic. Blech. I miss home. How sad am I?
Tuesday, June 09, 2009
Monday, June 08, 2009
I'm finally in vacation mode. I've been camped out on patio furniture for several hours now reading and soaking in the overcast sun. (Which means I will probably burn into oblivion.) I am reading the Sookie Stackhouse Novels (True Blood) for fun since the season is starting back up on Sunday. I'm tired of reading 'The Stock Market for Dummies' at the moment. LOL.
We're not doing margaritas this trip because my mom is on medication and I don't care to drink alone. A nice iced tea by the pool is good too.
Oh yeah, my road stories. First, I got a mosquito bite or something on my foot while I was driving and I was trying to scratch it with my sandal. I ripped a bunch of skin off. We pulled over and my mom attempted to apply first aid and I swear to God she may as well have poured rubbing alcohol on my open flesh because I went through the roof. I may have said motherfucker a time or two or 40 in very inventive sentences parked in front of an AM/PM Mini Mart at 2 am in nowhere California. I don't remember. So that was nice. BTW, I have a really high pain tolerance (HA) - but I'll save THAT story for another time. Maybe.
Second, my mom tried to kill me AGAIN. She is sadistic, that one. We were leaving a friend's house and I accidentally left the back car door slightly ajar, so it started beeping. My mom got out to shut it, then we took off again. She said something about 'checking my door', and I thought she meant open and close my side to make sure it wasn't ajar also. That is not what she meant. As soon as I opened it, she took a sharp left and I went flying along with door almost diving into the pavement head first. I screamed. LOUD. Then we laughed for a half an hour.
Sunday, June 07, 2009
My feet and calves are swollen from sittiing in one position for 23 hours (pictured for your enterainment) and I stuck them promptly in the pool. AHHH. The weather is actually quite pleasant. I am currently sitting by the pool listening to the doves coo after gorging myself on Biagio's pizza.
Saturday, June 06, 2009
Thursday, June 04, 2009
Starbucks has a new 'instant' coffee that is GOOD! I love it! I have never liked instant coffee, but I'm on board with this one. I like the medium the best. It wires the shit outta me, though - more so than espresso. Weeeee!
One more day until my trip! And do know what sucks? It is in the 90's here and the 60's and 70's in Cali. Figures.
My desk holds my BITE ME cup and all the work I have to get done tomorrow. Sigh.
Monday, June 01, 2009
I am driving to California with my mom next Saturday and staying a week. It will give me some much needed relax time - and maybe some time to write and sort out my insides. My life is flying by too quickly and I need to stop and smell the roses for a bit.
I feel bloated as hell this morning and I'm exhausted. I was working on my laptop until 1 am in the hopes of meeting my deadline. I think I'm gonna make it. Hooray. Where's the coffee...meh.