Tuesday, January 27, 2009

I can't sleep, what a surprise. I am stressing big time, trying to figure out what to do. It is just one thing after another around here, and I really am starting to have chest pains. I already have trouble keeping food down these days. I'm online trying to find a second job. Gonna have to moonlight as a waitress again. Fun, fun, fun. I just feel like collapsing onto the floor in a big crying heap. I'm soooo tired. Maybe I should just not care anymore. Give up. I used have all this hope (for many things), but one by one, those hopes and dreams are disinigrating into dust. What was I thinking? Good dreams don't come true. Not for me.

God help me.

3 comments:

Ann(ie) said...

girlie???? You're freaking me out. Email me okay???? I'm really worried about you right now.

Anonymous said...

Hang in there. Seems like when you feel things can't get any worse they do. But when your convinced they are just going to keep getting worse that's about the time that they start getting better.

-Det

Cheryl said...

thanks guys. Just having a really hard time right now.