I can't sleep, what a surprise. I am stressing big time, trying to figure out what to do. It is just one thing after another around here, and I really am starting to have chest pains. I already have trouble keeping food down these days. I'm online trying to find a second job. Gonna have to moonlight as a waitress again. Fun, fun, fun. I just feel like collapsing onto the floor in a big crying heap. I'm soooo tired. Maybe I should just not care anymore. Give up. I used have all this hope (for many things), but one by one, those hopes and dreams are disinigrating into dust. What was I thinking? Good dreams don't come true. Not for me.
God help me.